4:31 p.m. - Dec. 11, 2002
...some are born to endless night...

sigh
and sigh again
that's all i feel anymore
breathe deep
exhale
that's all i feel

and i'm willing to put up with all the bullshit and all the lies and all of this---and these days its hard for me to even remember why...and sometimes i forget---but i always finally come back to it...i'll put up with anything--because that's how much you mean to me.

and i dont even know why anymore---its become infinately impossible for me to just give you up...unless that's what you want---------

just say the word and i shall be healed...

before ~ after