10:24 p.m. - Mar. 29, 2004
...lord i was born a ramblin man...

i've been gone for a while. now that i'm back i feel like things have changed. even though nothing has changed. this is a weird feeling. i think there is going to be a lot of changes soon. i think a lot is going to change.

i feel like i've had this headache for years now and its just now starting to go away. i dont know what it means and i dont know who i am without it.

lately i've been catching myself looking around staring at things...i think i used to do that a lot...just look at something and get completely lost.


shit.......i wish things were how they used to be....i dont really care when---as long as its something familiar...something better than now.

before ~ after