2:03 a.m. - Mar. 21, 2004
...and the world on a string doesn't mean a thing...

heh. my life cracks me up.

and i feel alright for now. i think its about time. i think i've payed enough pain to earn a little pleasure. it almost makes me smile...but i know better than that.


maybe someday i'll know what i've learned and what i've lost and maybe someday i'll look back and know all of this was good no matter how bad it was and maybe i'll look back and understand why and maybe i'll realize it cost me too much to get so little but for now i pay it gladly.

before ~ after