2:37 a.m. - Feb. 25, 2004
...i wish that for just one time you could stand inside my shoes...

when i close my eyes i can see everything...and its just too much to even start......and all i want to do is kill myself with every breath......as if self destruction has always been the path------i really dont know any other way.

the whole world is turning
i hope it don't turn away

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