12:35 a.m. - Jan. 16, 2004
...now i'm not really interested in tellin you my mind...

i'm so tired of feeling nothing. so so tired. and the only thing i've figured out is i can't go on like this for much longer. but i'm just so fucking tired. and i just dont know anymore. what do i want...where's this all going...why should i care.......whatever.

i'm all out of answers---and now that i think about it...i dont think i ever even had any.

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